I hear our song;
it keeps playing on the radio
You're on my mind,
I can't let you go
I'm all alone and
I just want you to hold
Please take my hand never let me go

Goodbye.
-

overwhelmed overwhelmed.
):

it pains me to see close classmates reaching the breaking point of sanity.
everyone's trying, but it's not enough.
it hurts to see them struggling.
this is the beginning, and its already so hard.

ms lee's tears,
showed us how much she cared for us.
how worried she was for us that
we were not having enough time to manage.
that we needed extra lessons to catch up on 1st3months work.
the frowns, the tears. ):
heartwrenching;
the disappointment she feels.

it made us realise that we're not in this struggle alone.
that she's fighting the battle alongside with us.

i dont like to see my classmates sad. ):
to see them cry.

even aaron went mad, he said he was having PMS.
hello, tell me how is it ever possible for a guy to have one?

sonia's tears, her once bubbly, crazy self-
it got swallowed up today.

yen's quietness.
yet the book we share in class tells me so much more abt her.

the closest people i am in class,
are all feeling this way.

it feels as if we're consumed.
totally consumed.

and to hand in;
-PW Group Proposal.
-Econs Project.
-GP Project.
-Jap Op Outline
-Tut2: outline on Korean War
-Reading by Painter
-Reading by Ball.
etc.
all by next week.

pw pw pw. =X
its the beginning!
pull through. pull through.
hope there'd be cooperation. and team work.
think we need to do all discussions in sch cus saf's parents dont allow her to go out cus they think its unsafe. yeah.

and it doesnt help that lit tutorial teacher missed 10 lessons due to her broken toe. leaving us Helpless, and as though we dont take lit. and when we ask her abt it, she says we'll do make up during june. Is There Enough Time? plus there'd be other subject makeups too, and midyears soon after. can we take it? and she doesnt encourage, she demoralises. she makes me detest her lessons, even though i love lit.

her: so what is the theme of this prose?
student: blahblahblah.
her: ISNT THAT OBVIOUS?! (in that squeaky voice)

damn annoying. -GROWL.

history is fun though. i feel that the only subject we're still in track with is history. (: like ms narinda and mrs winter. WHEE! :D best best teachers. encouraging, make you think and develop ideas and make us want to learn more. (:
its no wonder cj's history is 3rd in Singapore.
its cus of teachers like them. YAY.

PW PW PW.
-growl.
its only the beginning.
hang in there,
Hang In There.

pe rep stuff.
have to encourage the class to take part in sports carnival events and its only the usual few who participate. and even a slow tortise runner like me took part in 4x100. and it doesnt help that senior class only donates 3 boys for those events. means girls all from my class. everyone seems unwilling. argh. its not that i want to force them to take part, but somehow, we have to. and that day when i got q angry when _ didnt tell me she wasnt coming. only knew it 1/2hr before and had to find a replacement. thanks to sonia for subsituting and wearing someone else's short Shorts. (: sigh. and thanks to aaron who partnered up with 3 senior guys and got 2nd for heats. (: proud of them.
-2.4km challenge coming up.
-and sports carnival games.

and somehow i feel as a pe rep, i'm not motivating my class to as Issac Lim says, "Involve, Improve, Endure, Enjoy." pft was pretty slack. sometimes i know they're very tired yet i know we still have to complete what we're supposed to do. like 20 (up-downs=1) of grandstand today. alot of them lack the endurance to complete and just decide to fall out. like for 2.4km run, some of the guys just ask start walking?! its really up to them to push themselves beyond their physical limits, if not, how are they to improve? all i can do is just run the last round with them, sprint the last 100m with them. but thats so much i can do.
somehow feel as if its my fault that some of the guys cant do pullups
when he complains that fitness level for my class is lousy.

decorating of class. only ter and i went to buy all the class supplies to decorate the class. q disappointing cus even though i'm welfare head and supposed to do it, the rest of the class com said they were tired and lazy so didnt go. so left me and ter. rushed down town to get the stuff, rushed back, stayed till 7 to finish doing. its not that i mind staying back to do such things, but i just hope my class wld be more bonded and cooperative sort of thing. hopefully soon.

and the only thing that brings me back to sanity is canoeing (:

lixian says that rowing is therapetic and i agree!
did t2 with her (strong strong capt!) yesterday and though direction was !%!#^%!^,
it was pretty fun.
initially was damn sleepy before trng cus of lack of sleep,
den during trng, we started singing Spongebob songs etc.
hardly felt tired even though we did 14km.

i am goofygoober yeah!
you are goofygoober yeah!
WE ARE GOOFYGOOBER YEAH! :D

morning run this morning was WHEE!
damn damn damn fun! (:
ran first round..started drizzling.
second round, downpour.
ran a few more rounds, SOAKED.
decided to take off our shoes.
ran barefooted a few more rounds.
stopped when the guys stopped.
continued after we got dismissed.
WHEEEEEE!
rain rain rain (:

nice feeling.
walked abt sch without shoes,
and then without socks.
HEH.

happy happy happy.
love the team.
damn crappy and fun. (:
and esp. my fellow 985ers!

potential potential!
:D

TRALALA.

optimistic.
i'm a happier girl now.

(:

-GRINS.

:D

x)


WHEEEE!